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preciousandfragile · 06-06-2007, 06:54 PM

its been a lil over a month since i last cut...but now i cant stop thinking about it. not eating just isn't doing it for me. the more time i dont do it, the more i want to and need to do it...it breaks my heart to not do it, but when i do i almost feel like i betrayed myself...i dont know what i want. i know i want to cut, but im trying to stop. idream about cutting, i think about cutting, its consuming my mind right now....i cant get it out of my system!!! wat todo, wat to do...im dying, slowly in way or the other

06-06-2007, 06:54 PM	#1
preciousandfragile Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: California I am currently:	the more time passes, the more i want to. wat to do wat to do its been a lil over a month since i last cut...but now i cant stop thinking about it. not eating just isn't doing it for me. the more time i dont do it, the more i want to and need to do it...it breaks my heart to not do it, but when i do i almost feel like i betrayed myself...i dont know what i want. i know i want to cut, but im trying to stop. idream about cutting, i think about cutting, its consuming my mind right now....i cant get it out of my system!!! wat todo, wat to do...im dying, slowly in way or the other
	in other traditions demons are expelled externally, but in my tradition demons are accepted with compassion. - Machik Labdron they were perfect, they were beautiful. they met in the middle of nowhere, in the middle of nothing, and kissed where everyone could see. no words. no before. no after. they kissed and it was perfect. it was beautiful. it was everything. it was nothing.