Have you ever tried breaking the rules? Or at least questioning or challenging them? Surely if you need to ve dead either way there is no harm in trying to challenge them.
As i see it, if you dont challenge it ever, there is no way of knowing if whatever is making the rules is lying to you. Whether something bad will actually happen or not.
Also i can see where the psychologist is coming from but have been on your side of things as well so know how frustrating it is when you really are trying. I think it is also about learnibg to see it as a safe place where it is actually possible to challenge the rules with help and a person who can ask the right questions and help you see things from a different point of view. It is scary as hell but it also makes it posdible to move forward if you want and is ready.
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