*hugs*. you are definatly not alone but i cant understand why you feel so. its great that you have got a job. i know what you mean about people thinking everything is fine. im in a wheelchair because of mental health issues and the minute i get out of it and walk everyone will think im fine again (except my therapists). do you have a therapist or any professional you can talk to. i think talking therapy and working through feelings really is the way to get better. the more you talk about your feelings, the less awful they will feel and you will want to cut less.
hang in there and keep going. you will get there but it does take time. *more hugs*
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