Hi, try not to overthink, I know this time of year is always difficult, for any of us who Self Harm, because we think about the people we've lost, who aren't with us any more, more than any other time of year.
if your struggling for things to distract you there are lots of distractions here on RYL,
http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...splay.php?f=22 or
http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...t=Alternatives
I don't know if you like Art or Photography, but there is a website I'm a member at if you do like Art that might inspire you, a good distraction this time of year is, making/designing christmas cards, there are even competitions, check out deviantart
http://www.deviantart.com/ they also have the holiday card project, it's a card making project where we make cards to send to children who are unfortunate enough to have to spend Christmas in hospital
http://madizzlee.deviantart.com/jour...2014-494150825 (hugs)
