I can't be bothered to see him lately because I find him frustrating tbh. He doesn't say much and on some stuff like my housing situation he's not been helpful because I knew more about it than him and did it myself. I would have found it helpful for him to phone council for me as I struggle with that but he just forgets.
Tbh I'd probably prefer if they just threw happy pills and chill pills at me so I could manage it on my own using those.
I'm finding talking to people in any service frustrating, except the college support because she listens well and gets it. I hate having to keep explaining to myself to him and he just, isn't very switched on and I'm finding it frustrating.
I want help to help myself, I just don't know what the answer would be: I just know it's not mulling over how **** my life can be without working on moving forward and obtaining results to help change it. Tbh I just don't find him that supportive yet, I feel like I struggle to open up to him properly because he's a bit slow.
Am I being tight? I just can't be bothered with doing things that feel like a waste of my time. X
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