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Dying_Angel · 13-11-2014, 01:05 PM

Thank you

Yea I'm in the UK.

I see my support worker in couple hours. My counsellor it's a bit complicated but there is no one else I can see.

The CMHT are no good I was discharged from them couple weeks ago. Apparently doing more Voluntary work is the solution. I do voluntary work Already which I struggle to go too. I'm really shy and struggle to communicate how I feel. I tried writing it down but they don't wanna know unless I speak it.

I have a drs appointment Tuesday. Which I'm gonna cancel there's no point in going.

I don't wanna tell my friend or bf coz they have enough going themselves without worrying about me.

I'm a idiot. I need to be dead. I have a couple of plans that need perfecting. Then I hope to be dead and at peace which is what I've always wanted

13-11-2014, 01:05 PM	#28
Dying_Angel Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: UK I am currently:	Thank you Yea I'm in the UK. I see my support worker in couple hours. My counsellor it's a bit complicated but there is no one else I can see. The CMHT are no good I was discharged from them couple weeks ago. Apparently doing more Voluntary work is the solution. I do voluntary work Already which I struggle to go too. I'm really shy and struggle to communicate how I feel. I tried writing it down but they don't wanna know unless I speak it. I have a drs appointment Tuesday. Which I'm gonna cancel there's no point in going. I don't wanna tell my friend or bf coz they have enough going themselves without worrying about me. I'm a idiot. I need to be dead. I have a couple of plans that need perfecting. Then I hope to be dead and at peace which is what I've always wanted
	I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. ~ Girl Interrupted When you dont want to feel, death seems like a dream. ~ Girl Interrupted