Thank you.
Im seeing my support worker Thursday I think. I should be seeing counsellor Friday. I dunno if I can wait that long. Im trying to stay strong.
All I wanna do right now is be alone then I can hurt myself as much as I want. Im self harming more and more. And I just don't care anymore. I'm numb nothing hurts anyway. I did tell another member of staff what she said but they didn't care.
It's gd to know there are people on here who care. I want to see Dr last Tuesday. And I have to go back in 2 weeks. Doctors are no help. They dnt care or understand.
Im starting to really believe drink and drugs is the answer. I see how it effects the boys here. They have suggested I try some on many occasions so I'm thinking I should accept the offer next time
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