iduno how ifeel, just lost, abit lonely. im paranoid about lots of things, people staring at me, like they know ive got a problem, like im in the middle of a field with nothin but emptiness all around me and all ive got is the self harm as company, that probably sounds so strange. even stranger is that i used to hear voices 'my shitty committee' and they're not there anymore just my own voice, a lone voice, my own in my head, instead of a group of voices (usually those who bullied me in school) my own voice has drown them out and its good to be in control again but in a strange weird way iwish iwasnt in control and thats what icant get my head around xx
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