Yes I think it relates to being bpd. I'm not typically violent either and when I was inpatient I started smashing things up a bit, which was completely out of character so I know how strange it is. Can you identify a trigger to the times you assaulted people? What's the thinking behind it? I'm presuming it's because you're angry about something? I don't think this makes you a bad person or anything. It's probably just a maladaptive coping mechanism.
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