The thing is, if no one cares, why should I care? I'm not even sure if maybe I'm just making things up, since no one notices anything. And I am scared of not getting taken seriously if I talked about this to a doctor. It was already hard to talk about the depression thing and the doctor started talking about how this was common among people my age and how society pressures us into thinking that we have to do well at school and whatever... and I wasn't really able to explain that this not my problem. I know I should try harder to get help but I just feel like I don't deserve it because my problems aren't even big enough to get noticed by the people around me.
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