Thanks for the reply
I don't have a CC anymore, just a support worker and she only works part time so the closest i could contact her now would be Friday and I have an appointment then anyway. I could call duty or my psych if it was an emergency but it isn't. If I could guarantee this would stay as or is then it would be fantastic! Although perhaps a slight slow down would be ideal. I dunno. ****. I wish I could get people to understand how intricately psychodelic (may be slightly wrong word), everything inside my head is, or can be! I can't even explain it!!