Hey,
Firstly, congratulations on the 2+ months SI free! That's a massive achievement, it really is - even if it doesn't feel like it currently.
I'd say it's normal to feel like that during recovery every now and again, so try not to beat yourself up over it. Use your finacé as much as you need to, especially during such a tricky stage. Use all the help you can possibly get, and keep reminding yourself of the downsides to self-harm, why you stopped, who you stopped for, and so forth. Don't be scared to tell people what things are like, and try to stay strong and positive.
Perhaps give yourself an incentive too, like a large treat if you reach a certain length of time.
Take care, good luck,
Rach x
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