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My medication is poison
The men have come back and they've told me that my medication is actually a slow acting poison that is building up in my system.
My wife has given me two options 1. Take it 2. She phones the hospital and gets me admitted (I know this is not an empty threat as the GP has already offered to organise things).
This leaves me really stressed out. I'm not ill and don't need hospital but I don't want to take ****ing poison either. Earliest I can see my psych would be Wed but I'm already fighting taking my medication and kind of hate my wife for trying to make me.
They just keep shouting at me and shouting at me and yesterday they had a faceless man hanging from a lampost as they laughed. I don't know what to do. I spoke to my therapist today and she seems to think I'm managing ok but it doesn't feel like it.
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