Please please don't give up now. You've been through such a hard time recently but as much as this is hurting now this will get better with time, this will pass, and you don't want to throw away the rest of your life and hurt those who care about you for pain that will pass. You CAN Get through this. Focus on your reasons to keep fighting - even if that is for others right now until you see your own reasons and potential again.
I know you want to reach out but it is fear holding you back. What if you reached out and someone was able to comfort you? You're facing so much alone that it might be worth the risk of letting people see you like this, for them to give you some compassion. Do you have people in mind you'd like to tell how you feel?
Also your cpn is there for you to rely on in times like these. She may not know what to do but she is a safe place to talk.
I'm thinking of you and I'm glad you made this thread to reach out. Please keep updating. We're here for you xxx
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