[smurf86]

Its been over 2 months nearly 3 since i last self harmed. I'm really proud of myself, I dont feel anything anymore, idont even feel happy about it, i just feel lost, empty and paranoid. is that normal? im trying for myself and my fiance because hes given me so much support ijust wana thank him for being there. But i still feel shaky and down about stuff, im kinda scared of leaving it behind me. is that weird? xx