To qoute my dietitian "i think that now you have decided to get healthy it cant go fast enough for you, but you got to be patient" oh yes. Stupid me, wanting my old life back and all. Like anorexia aint all that bad afterall. I really should calm down and enjoy my ed life as it is.
Afterall i can always leave when my family is having icecream. So i can sit alone with my apple. Afterall i am used to that kind of stuff by now. Cant have me doing crazy stuff like eating a snickers bar or go for a bike ride. That kind of stuff could hurt a nuttball like me, you know.
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