I'm just falling asleep now as it is 11:30pm here but I wanted to say you're an inspiration too and it's helping me to hold on knowing how hard you're fighting. Please try and put a plan in place for all the risk times this weekend - including contacting your friend. She'd rather you contact her than not and then she loses you forever, right?
You can get through this time and see your doctor Monday. Focus on that goal you have. Really drive home to yourself that you HAVE to attend that appointment.
What about snuggling under a blanket and watching a movie tonight? What things do you find comforting thatyou can do? You may find it helpful too if things get really intense to think about your reasons for living and things you're looking forward too, things you like that you don't want to miss.
I can see from your first paragraph that social connections and making a difference is really important to you. You've made a difference in my life :) maybe you can think about all the people you've helped and think of ways to tap into that in the future. You have so much to give this world- it's not often you see someone so compassionate and wanting to make a difference to people's lives, you could really go places with that and help a lot of people. You're important.
You can get through this safely, we can work on idea to help x
Last edited by Snow White. : 13-09-2014 at 02:34 PM.
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