Aw thank you Liv. I'm still not able to feel ok about recovery behaviours the guilt is too much and being fatter feels like I'm a failure. I don't know if it's the trauma therapy it's very structured and fast no real time to build rapport or process feelings. I feel so guilty and disgusting and dirty and fat. I don't know even though parts of today were fun now I ache physically I feel so low. I'm sorry to post again. I hope you are doing ok. X
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