arrgh i had a bad dream last night that me and my friend went to see rolf harris in prison (wtf!) because in my dream he'd hurt me too and i felt i needed to ask him why and he told me i deserved it amongst other things and made me cry.
This is ridiculous! I had gone to bed fine with nothing on my mind actually so its just my stupid mind tormenting me again.
I know that the reason i dreamt i deserved it is because my own experiences i feel i deserved but its just stupid that my mind is so messed up by all this.