I'm 36 and been SHing since I was 11. It has changed forms a few times and irronically has got worse the older (and more hopeless/desperate) I get. I get really hung up about the idea that I am too old for this, have too good an education and job etc. Noone has ever said it directly to me but I feel like there is a stigma to being older and SHing. It is nice to know I'm not alone. At the same time I actually feel like in alot of ways I am still functioning/feel like a teenager - in social respects. Kind of like I got stuck there emotionally. Not sure if anyone else can relate to that.
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