[Saerie]

I'm still so upst about being the last one to be 18. August ****ing 19th. EVERYONE is going out apart from ME. I CAN'T see friends very much at all. This is the convo I had with my boyfriend on MSN just now


Tom...Thought I ought to bare my naked feelings, thought I oughtta tear the curtain down says:
you k?
Saeriiiee! says:
no, quite down
Tom...Thought I ought to bare my naked feelings, thought I oughtta tear the curtain down says:
how come?
Saeriiiee! says:
just this whole summer and going out business
Saeriiiee! says:
i'm going to see friends 'every so often'
Tom...Thought I ought to bare my naked feelings, thought I oughtta tear the curtain down says:
as usual
Tom...Thought I ought to bare my naked feelings, thought I oughtta tear the curtain down says:
sarah, you're just going to have to accept it
Tom...Thought I ought to bare my naked feelings, thought I oughtta tear the curtain down says:
there is NOTHING we can do about that AT all
Saeriiiee! says:
i know :| and i'm not saying that there's a solution to it
Saeriiiee! says:
but, i'm allowed to be upset about it
Saeriiiee! says:
just because there's no solution, it doesn't mean i'm going to cheer up all of a sudden!!
Tom...Thought I ought to bare my naked feelings, thought I oughtta tear the curtain down says:
but i'm getting upset at you constantly being upset
Saeriiiee! says:
it's very hard to accept something like this
Tom...Thought I ought to bare my naked feelings, thought I oughtta tear the curtain down says:
i don't like it when you complain about this day in, day out
Saeriiiee! says:
it's just hard for me to accept :(
Saeriiiee! says:
summer = friends and having fun, yes?
Saeriiiee! says:
i'm hardly going to get that. so why is it so hard for you to understand why i'm not accepting it easily?
Tom...Thought I ought to bare my naked feelings, thought I oughtta tear the curtain down says:
and i've already told you, we will, as much as we can
Tom...Thought I ought to bare my naked feelings, thought I oughtta tear the curtain down says:
we've had this conversation hundreds of times now
Tom...Thought I ought to bare my naked feelings, thought I oughtta tear the curtain down says:
i'm getting very bored of it
Tom...Thought I ought to bare my naked feelings, thought I oughtta tear the curtain down says:
anyway I have to go now
Tom...Thought I ought to bare my naked feelings, thought I oughtta tear the curtain down says:
I will talk to you later
Tom...Thought I ought to bare my naked feelings, thought I oughtta tear the curtain down says:
<3 xxxxxxx love you
Saeriiiee! says:
bye



Why doesn't he understand how hard it is to accept something as big as this? It's SUMMER FFS :(((