I told my best friend how I was triggered to start restricting again, after a couple of days of restricting and having a breakdown over almost purging after so long. She was helpful. And she prevented me from buying more diet pills, so that was good. I guess. I'm going to my psychologist tomorrow, but i'm scared of telling her because deep down i want to keep restricting... and i'm quite in a dilemma because I was to be thin, but I don't want to ruin all these progress. Thank for the help guys <3
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