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So my Mums been dead for nearly 4 years.... why did I go to her house to see her???!
So my mums been dead for almost 4 years, and even though I know this, boy don't I know it!, but this week its like I've forgotten.
I rang her, and the line was blocked, so I panicked thinking, something must have happened to her and I went to her house. When I got there, her car wasn't there... and it hit me. I lost the plot and burst out crying and just sat on the curb outside for like 10 minutes, until one of our old neighbours came and got me, gave me a cup of tea and said its 'normal'
I have done it again today, I rang her.. but this time I remembered.
The thing is - I did this a LOT when she first died, but it stopped, why has it come back? Its very distressing.
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