Needy and pathetic that's me! Why can't I use the coping skills effectively I'm trying but also feel the need to talk to my eating disorders nurse and sometimes other people like friends I'm trying not to I know I'm needy and pathetic and don't deserve it? I just desperately don't want to be alone with these feelings and memories. I dissociated quite badly and I feel so drained I could sleep for a week. I'm sorry I'm waffling.
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