I know this probably sounds ridiculous but it is sadly true, there are no other CC's to swap to. I've spoken to my therapist about it and she looked in to it but because it's such a small team, there is nobody else. Some of them aren't willing to take me on because of my complex history and the rest have too many people on.
I've tried to speak to the current CC about what would be helpful but she tends to just stay quiet or change the subject.
I really feel sorry for her. I know I'm a difficult patient with a complex past and it must be frightening for her, especially if she doesn't have the experience. So it's hard because I like her as a person - she just can't do her job with me!
|