Thanks.
Had a bit of a messy afternoon. Thought I had unescorted but was only on the grounds not outside. I did something stupid which freaked me out so I passed out. Paramedics came and I was hysterically. They were restraining me, not entirely sure why think I was saying I could walk back to the ward but they said no. I was really upset and getting flashbacks and the paramedic was hurting me the way he held me which made it worse. Got dragged back to the ward and got a lecture. Wanting to self discharge but I'm on section still. Feeling very under threat from everyone. Paranoid. Managed some dinner though and haven't thrown it up.
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