Hi Gran, wherever you are.
Well, it's that time of year again. I can't believe how fast time flies. It seems like only yesterday I was staring at your face as you lay there in your coffin....
That's something I'll never ever forget.
You looked so peaceful.
I wish so much that I could find the peace that you've found.
I keep promsing you that I'll be coming to join you soon and I'm not intending to break that promise.
I don't know.
Part of me thinks it makes the most sense to join you now, so that this week can forever be that week of grieving, so it doesn't get spread out through the year, y'know?
*shrug*
I miss you
And I know dad misses you too
I wish you were here to take care of him, to take care of them all, so I can just leave.
Yes, I've turned into a complete slefish freak, but I'm sure you love me anyway....maybe.
Oh, I have good news! Aunty N and aunty S are talking again! After all these years, they're joined to the hip, like best buddies and such. It's nice.
I wish you were here so we could all be a family again.
Kam's doing well after his surgery, he should be home soon. And you've got all these great-grand kiddies running around....
Eh. I'll shut up now.
Miss you....
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