[Snow White.]

Thanks Hannah xx

I'm anxious they will think I am too unwell for the course. I'm going to try and not mention the overdose hopefully that will help. I think I'll focus on discussing the high levels of anxiety instead.

I'm not sure how I feel now. I saw my doctor which went fine. She's very lovely. She's going to fill the new doctor who is replacing her about me. I also got a flu shot which was good.

But now I've come to university to do my data entry and I can't even motivate myself out of my car but it isn't depression it's just laziness. I'm going to rest in the back of my car for a while listening to the rain and make sure I go in. I'm scared to face it all. Aside from my weight this research is the next big thing tipping me over.

Thanks for checking in

Edit: I just went home. I am tied and I'm at uni tomorrow so hopefully by being up and about tomorrow I'm more inclined to do it then. Sigh I fail. x