Its understandable that you don;t want to put more pressue on your mum.And like you say locking meds away may cause unwanted suspicion. You will just have to be incredibly strong if you are unwilling to get support for this.
Could you up the meds under the supervision of a doctor? - they can do bloods and check kidney and liver function regularly.
It sounds like their is a lot of responsibility on your shoulder right now and that can be hard to deal with.
Sleep is important but can be hard when you are depressed. Try and get a decent amount of sleep. And look up sleep hygeine, it's tips on how to get the bes chance of a restful nights sleep.
*offfers hugs*
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