They can't be locked up without arousing suspicion. I only tell people I trust and quite frankly I don't trust my parents. Besides, mom starts chemo again next month. She shouldn't worry.
Any number of things could have beeen the breaking point. My depression is just worsening but if I up the meds again there's a good chance kidney and/or liver failure.
Also I could really use a couple hugs. I've spread myself too thin- I'm just exasperated. I spend to much time keeping the house running, my spare time is spent helping friends off proverbial ledges. Not like I sleep or anything like that.
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