[psykitty]

I'm glad to see I am mostly doing good, I do pretty much all that you mentionned and having some small anxiety issues mysel (like a lot of people), sometimes I can relate and help. He has been on meds and in therapy for years, though he doesn't like to talk about it so I have so much information. I know amongst everything he has clonazepam prescription but always runs out way before he's due. He also can't work, so I can understand how not having many goals and being home a lot can be depressing.

I think the most difficult part is I often feel useless, whatever I say to try and make him feel better just makes him respond more negatively. But that's over text when I am away, he doesn't flip out or at least controls it better when I am there. And I know he tries very hard, like last night he said he was so depressed that he prefered to leave me alone, it was only going to get worse from there.

There are also situations where I know he's doing something he will regret later, but I don't say anything because I am afraid he will just get upset so I let him make his choices. Again, thats only when I'm not around. And I kbow he would feel extremely sad knowing I am holding back in any way. Is that all wrong?

Ps: this site is great, very helpful, thank you!