Can anyone else honestly say they've never felt like they've achieved something through losing weight? I get a buzz when the number on the scales goes down, and the lower the number, the more empowered I feel. I hate what it does to my body, and even psychologically, but the feeling I get from knowing I weigh less than "them" or I'm a lower dress size than "them" is euphoric.
I think this is why I don't SH or OD when my ED is in full swing.
Are you in any treatment?
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