[Snow White.]

I found an old photo. Not that old but old enough that I had beautiful long hair and wasn't obese.

It reminded me of how disgusting I am. There is nothing right about me.

So I'm staring at this photo wondering if I should kill myself. Other options include colouring my hair back the way it was in the photo which is nice. Eventually I'm going to have to join some weight loss program because I've forgotten how to be a basic adult.

I can't stand myself like this. I can't. So I have to figure out if it is worth killing myself over but also when. I have something very important to do tomorrow that I don't want to leave without someone there. I don't feel like I can ever love and accept myself again and life is so hard going through each day like that.

But everything about me is wrong.