Thanks yeah.
Got strong urges to ingest something bad. I'm not used to fighting urges I normally just do it. I'm scared if I did it I would lose my place here. That's the only thing that's stopping me. I knew someone in inpatient who did what I want to do and she was ok. It would just be a bit of self harm but I suppose I could die from it. Not sure. Heads all over the place.
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