Yeah... i'm still mad at her. She doesn't understand the hint, she thinks i'm feeling bad and not ignoring her, so the silence treatment isn't working out for me.
It sucks, because it reminds me of how much i wish i could cut and i can't. for years i've felt like that and the closest i've been is to scratch with a blade, nothing more. I know it's not healthy thinking.
Sorry your mom hates you, that must be so hard...
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