The biggest problem at this point is that the power imbalance is just too great for me to ever be open in therapy. I know that if I do end up with another bad person they have the power to make me do just about anything, by saying they'll report me as suicidal if they don't. I think I could only be comfortable with a therapist who absolutely 100% couldn't report me for that. Otherwise it's just too easy to abuse and I'm too scared to be honest because something might be misinterpreted.
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