This sounds like a really scary and difficult place that you're in right now, especially with the fierce anger and paranoia. I understand why you'd want to cry so much when faced with these overwhemling emotions.
Have you ever spoken to someone like a doctor or counsellor about this? That can be one way of expanding your circle of supports around you. We are of course here as well.
Can you think of anything that triggered this phase?Or have you been under a lot of stress?
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