Unfortunately it is the only one that will take me due to where I live. I've tried going to the childrens hospital who sent me home. We've tried Calling other hospitals but they won't take me. I've failed so many suicide attempts it's ridiculous. As much as I just want to be dead the only other option is to get better. But thanks to the system I doubt that's ever going to happen. Seeing as I've spent more than half my life like this I just want it to be over with.
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