Kat: Thanks. The saga with disability and university is still going on but I've managed to get a medical certificate lasting until the end of the week so some of the pressure is off a little.
Laura: The biggest part of the problem is with my spine. I have some spinal issues that mean that if I am in one position too long or my bed isn't supportive enough I become unable to move from the waist down. The issue with lack of lectures for off campus students does not make me want to continue my degree at that university but I'm allowing myself a couple of days to cool down before striking out and leaving my course.
My mood is dropping again. Pretty much all day today all I have wanted to do is either sleep or kill myself. I'm trying to keep things under control but I'm honestly not sure how much longer I can cope. My husband keeps telling me to just hang in there because it can take a week or more for the full effects of the ECT to take place but I'm finding that extremely frustrating. Right here and now I'm starting to think that he hates me because I'm so down.
*sigh* I would dearly love to just crawl into bed and not wake up for a couple of days....
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