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Muruluisku · 14-03-2014, 08:38 PM

Thank you Laura for staying so positive for me *hug*

Yesterday I did it, I got out the house with my friend, had some breakfast at his place and then went to get the medication with him. Then we walked back and we sat in my back garden for a bit before he went off to speak to some job agencies.

To be more accurate though, it was my body that did all that... I think my mind stayed in the flat because my body felt numb and I can't remember any of the conversation that I assume we would've had when I was with my friend. So, If I don't dare to stay in my body when outside of my flat, what's the point in pushing myself to do it? But... I got my medication now for another week so that's good :)

<3: Muru

14-03-2014, 08:38 PM	#8
Muruluisku Join Date: Jan 2014	Thank you Laura for staying so positive for me hug Yesterday I did it, I got out the house with my friend, had some breakfast at his place and then went to get the medication with him. Then we walked back and we sat in my back garden for a bit before he went off to speak to some job agencies. To be more accurate though, it was my body that did all that... I think my mind stayed in the flat because my body felt numb and I can't remember any of the conversation that I assume we would've had when I was with my friend. So, If I don't dare to stay in my body when outside of my flat, what's the point in pushing myself to do it? But... I got my medication now for another week so that's good :) <3: Muru
Muruluisku Join Date: Jan 2014	Muruluisku - my big sister's pet name for me, she also calls me her little shadow because I'm quiet and followed her everywhere when I was little. I may be quiet, but happy to listen, hold your hand and hold on, riding the storms with you.