Hi there,
I'm sorry to hear about what happened, it's incredibly difficult to deal with and I'm not surprised you're having these feelings and are frightened <3
Firstly it absolutely 100% was not your fault and in no way did you deserve it. No one deserves to go through what you went through; it is no ones fault but your abusers. You couldn't have done anything to stop them, they are to blame and they hurt you and it was wrong, you aren't stupid at all.
Do you have any support at the moment? Perhaps from friends/family or professional support?
The voices sound quite intense at the moment, do you find anything helps to reduce them?
Take care.
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