The problem is that I cannot concentrate. I get distracted by almost constant OCD thoughts. I can't work smart if I am so slow at studying. My mind feels like there are hundreds of things going on simultaneously in it.
Also I cannot stop moving, at all. I have constant writhing / tics. I nearly dislocated my shoulder today and I am in constant pain in my muscles due to literally nonstop tics.
I have to work 10+ hours a day because my brain is so f**ked that I am extremely inefficient.
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