Hi Thanks for your message. I don't know what I want her to do. Im just feeling really stressed at the moment and feel a bit lost.
Thanks for the suggestions -
I am not on any medication. The psych said I don't need any. Not sure why. I feel like I do need something.
I have been referred for CAT - which is a therapy for my self harming behaviours. I had a phone call off them today. The waiting list is now 40 weeks... so that's not happening any time soon.
I would love to be in work but since the psych rang my boss they wont let me back and keep asking me to promise that this 'bad patch' is behind me... and that 'I will not ever do this again' I really wish I could promise that.
I have a psych review on Friday. The consultant that I saw, although I hated her. she knew me well. I am seeing her junior who, bless her, is crap. So I don't hold out much hope for that either.
On top of this I have found out my hubby and I need IVF if we are to have a baby, and basically because of my weight and mental health issues we cant have it. so that's more stress. Its getting too much
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