Hey.
First of all, you're perfectly fine posting here - try not to invalidate your suffering by comparing it to others. We're all here to give and get support.
I'm sorry these people did these things to you, and that you didn't have someone to stand up to them for you.
These people are the ones who were in the wrong; not you. You didn't do anything to cause them to do this to you - we all make mean comments back to someone who is doing it to us. Please try to refrain from blaming yourself for their behaviours.
When something like this happens it's often said 'the only reason someone wants to bring you down to their level is because you're already above them'. Try to hold onto this. You're a better person that these people.
It's hard to gain self-confidence and self-worth after something like this has happened, but you deserve it and it will come in time. It takes a while to recover from this, but you can make it.
You have no reason to hate yourself - just judging by this thread and the one about your friend you're a very good person and people are lucky to have you in their lives.
Keep talking here if it helps.
x x x
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