Great, thanks for that very optimistic thought! smiling now...
I have just been to see the GP, who read out snippets of the cmht's opinion of me and to be honest it wasn't as bad as my place of work have made out, I guess getting a phone call saying that one of their employers is not fit to be in work from a consultant psychiatrist will never be a good thing, but I am hoping that things settle down, but I am not too sure. got to keep optimistic.
They said that I was of neutral mood, but said I had a mood disorder... very confusing. There was no diagnosis tho...