Sorry to hear you are struggling.
It can be difficult when people just say to keep fighting, especially when you have been fighting for so long and don't feel anything is changing. It might just be that you can't see that you've made steps forward however small they may be. The fact the you have kept fighting is brilliant, it shows a lot of strength of character. It might help to thinking about why you have kept on fighting, and use that reason to keep you striving forward. I find having things to look forward to acts as a reason to keep going, so I make sure I keep planning things to enjoy. Maybe you could do the same.
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