Thanks both of you. I am very glad I have my boyfriend and I love him to bits. Part of my anxiety is that he'll leave me, and I often cry because in my head I'm imagining him leaving me and not loving me any more. I don't want to think about it, it gets pushed in.
I think it's all been building up, and I've had no proper ways to let it out.
I hope the crisis team are helpful tomorrow! I see my psychiatrist in a couple of weeks, she should have been finding out if I can have a CPN.
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