Freaked out. No ones come to me. I guess they're doing the meeting without me. I've only seen the student this morning. They just leave me in my room and I'm too much of a fucking coward to leave my room to find out what's going on. I can't stand myself. I can't stand this. I can't stand it here. But I don't want to be anywhere else. I'm sick of nothing making sense. I want to run away. Far away. Hide. Forever. I fucking hate myself. I make no sense.
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