Thank you.
They don't take the ED stuff/purging seriously at all. It's so annoying that I'm not meant to cut/od/ligature and if I do it's a really big deal but if I purge it doesn't matter.
I managed to have a small lunch and now I'm feeling fucking huge again. I'm slightly calmer than I was yesterday but still really restless and agitated. I have blades now too so that probably wont end well. I don't want to end up getting stitches again.
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