Hey honey,
I'm sorry things are just so hard for you right now.
It's understandable seeing everyone would be strange. It always odd to see life for them carrying on while ours seems to be stood still.
Have you thought any more about whether you want to go to the appointment with the consultant tomorrow with them? Do you think having a short amount of leave over Christmas would help? Would it help you feel a little more connected with them again?
Have you talked to anyone about how the suicidal thoughts have increased?
x x x
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